Intuition....

Honestly, I should have listened to mine a good handful of times. I did not heed the pounding in my chest and the still small voice. I believe God has given women an extra sense. I believe if we listened to that STILL small voice more often it could save us from many heartaches.

I know we as women can be blinded by the desire for things that we want versus the things we need. I have fallen on my face and gotten back up again. Don't get me wrong the falls have been heart crushing to the point of being on the floor in the fetal position for hours. At the end of those moments God has Reminded me, I am here once again to hold you and comfort you.

So I guess, I am writing this to Remind us all to heed and listen to your STILL small voice!

Blessing, ❤Kel

Coping

I have many things I do to cope or get through the difficulties of life. I pray, cry, talk to my best friends and trusted family members, listen to music, take a nap, and write.

Can you relate?! The most heart wrenching moments are unexpected. Although, most of the time they are the ones that help shape the person you're supposed to become.

Love and loss are usually the moments that change us. I personally, have had to deal with both. Then having to Deal with difficult people, often moves our character forward or backward.

Kindness seems to be the best way to disarm the pain another person may be going through. I have learned to respond to what is most important and let them know you are available.

We never know what someone else is going through. Before, you judge or make an assumption stop and put your self in their shoes. Maybe, it is their way of coping with their difficulties.

❤Kel

The glass...

.... can be half full, even when you don't see it. My heart still aches, but the healing has began again.

This heart of my is STRONG. I long to be held, caressed, told how beautiful I am. I know that day may not come and I am fine if it doesn't. The desire is still there and I am sure it will always be. I have loved and been loved.

I just think it wasn't as perfect as I thought it was. They both have taught me so much about who I truly am. I really love myself and Who...God wants me to be. There are certain doors He will open and then I will be able to continue on this amazing Journey.

So, for now I will wait and Praise him in this Hallway of My Life. I have not changed, I am consistent, I am loving, I am honest, I am forgiving, and I am trust worthy.

❤Kel

Missing Someone...

Sometimes it is very hard not to reach out.

I know it is BEST that I don't.

My heart aches because, time takes its sweet time.

I don't want to love you anymore, but I still do.

When you pour your heart and soul into a relationship and it gets cut off....everything is uneven.

My Pain is my Pain. My Hurt is my Hurt.

I wish I knew why.
Sometimes, it is just for you to move to where you are supposed to be.

❤

Life

•When you trust God to fulfill the promises He's given you, all the forces of darkness cannot stop God from bringing your dreams to pass.

•Everything you need for your destiny is within reach. Pray that God will open your eyes to opportunities, people and resources.

•No matter where we are in life, God has more in store. He never wants us to quit growing.

•Love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. -1Cor 13:7

•Your word is your honor. If you say you're going to do something, then you need to do it.

•Life is a tapestry: We are the warp; angels, the weft; God, the weaver. Only the Weaver sees the whole design. -Eileen Freeman

•Choose not to settle. Pursue your God-given goals, knowing it’s never too late to accomplish everything God has placed in your heart.

~~~These are quotes and bible verses that have touched my soul. The hurt and pain of once again loving someone who didn't love me enough to stay.

I know I am worth more. I am strong and willing to move mountains if needed. I am loving, kind, honest, loyal and trust worthy. I love hard and deep. I only want the best for the people in my life, even those people who have hurt me. I know this just another step to where God wants me to be. I ask that he mold and shape me. I know each next step may not be easy, but I am willing to walk this path. I pray and hope my pain will bless others.

❤ Kel

Gut Check

Do you ever feel like you have been punched so hard emotionally, that all you can do is take it.

Then go run and hide. The emotions I feel are angry, hurt and frustrated.

Writing is all I can do to breathe and let go. Crying, sometimes releases it as well. I wish we could all take a moment to be in each others shoes. We all process loss and grief differently. I hate being told I am being disrespectful. When all I am doing is the trying to understand where you are coming from.

Everyone has to come to a point in their life when they have to evaluate what is most important. We all have moments that push us in one direction.

The direction can be forward or backward. There are times I have felt I have gone two steps forward, but then five steps back. In those times you must press forward and allow the challenge to move you. A Gut Check can be a good thing.

When was your last Gut Check?

❤Kel

Insecurities

What are yours?

Mine are:

Feeling unworthy of love.
Am I good enough?
Not being pretty enough.
Does he want me forever?
What is going to happen in five years?

My List could go on......
 
Life is not secure.
I believe we all have to make the best of the moments we are given.
Insecurities are in all of us. We all have them to some degree.

They vary for each of us do to our life experiences.
I feel for me I have lived enough life experiences for two lives.
The thing to do is not allow them to control you.

I saw this Pin on Pinterest the other day>>>
It made me really STOP and think!!



We are all in Search of our Happiness...but we rob ourselves of it more often than not.
Having "Insecurities" and focusing on them takes away your Happiness as well as your JOY.