Do you ever feel like throwing in the towel?
Sometimes...no matter what you say, how you say it, what you do, or how you do it...it's just wrong. I do try my best in all things. Often, I fail.
I don't have a hard time saying "sorry". I do have a hard time when I have my feelings hurt to let things go. I know when I am hurt or frustrated, my tone of voice changes.
I have struggled with this my whole life. I am constantly thinking about it. "It is not what you say, it is how you say it"!!! I know, I am not the only one in the world that struggles with this. Although, it sure feels like it.
I am a very emotional person. I wear my heart on my sleeve.
I like to talk it out, not run away from it. Communication is the key to any good relationship. It is not easy. Especially, when you feel hurt. As well as, having something to say that is difficult to talk about. I believe it is often harder to communicate when you have been hurt by a person's words. I know for me I am very trusting and loyal. So, once I feel betrayed or hurt it takes time to repair the damage.
I don't intentionally hurt people. But, I may come off that way. I always try to take others feeling before mine. I know when I am hurt it is hard for me to do that. Taming our mouths is hard. I have learned that it is best to stay quiet and count to 10. It is important to recognize your weaknesses.
Often, I find reading the bible and praying...before reactng is the best thing.
I wish I would always do it.
I am Hoping to do it more.
